..#If nothing make some sort of “scar” on your brain, nothing, like psychologically, 

would not make from your very first breath some impact on you, your personality,

that nothing will really “touch” you, then, will you be human, if every pain, 

from finding out of the truth to being disgusted, if every pain of the emotional world, make not path to your personality and core values - other being intact, like nature and nurture, - will that make you less human, less valuable.

#Why isnt everybody rich, famous, intelligent, healthy, polite - are states and structures against our free will? Is (not) the society the least acceptable form of comformism, ALA individuality is (now) diminished by the least common denominator (LCD)...?

#Found when lost, lost when found (ndividuality). Out of nowhere, From nowhere out (mind and body). Gallery - in, in gallery (art); End Start, Start End (?)

• Lies within, within lies (lies, mind). Hi everybody; Everybody Hi (welcome&out!).

#Why our brain auto-destruct us by bias, self-hate and by building things that aim to think by (our???)themselves no more (need)?

1, 3(?)

#Why no-one talks! about (10) competences, when everybody need (/s) to have (some sort of) them (planned unsucc.? > gatekeep.)

4

#How do you know what you REALLY need to know (LIFE*)?

#Make smart (ones) busy (maths?), make stupid think (pol/?), ruin something w/that never* had any roots (edu?)

#Worst EOTW would be none, those (lonely) years of waiting…

*You dont F know what you dont know!

#We are going to implement gatekeeping on everything BUT feelings, such as RAGE and HATE; there things lies…

#90% of people think they are enslaved by the top 10%, and the top 10% think they are lit. meaningless, as the only thing they do is working on themselves, as they are blamed for all problems; everybody “is” bad, but you only see those on top; as we raise “those” psychopaths into something we *believe* exist and can/could be improved…

#Those with (the)  most of things can only be happy ALA they provide (give (get???)) purpose. We live for *things*, bc. we dont see purpose for our lives; we want to be “top”, but we forget “of” what?! Just be. Be yourself. *Be* top for some*one*, no *every*body/thing.

/Ked to nevies povedat druhym ty, cudujes sa, ze si to od nich este nepocul?!/

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Basen

Mala sa rymovat
Nechcem ale
Aby znela detinsky
Uz som tak davno nepisal
Tie rymy zneli strasne
Kedysi
Odradzuje ma to?
Je toto volny rym?
Ak ziaden?

Sad

By own sake
Mad
All it takes
Can choose
Have none
Cant
“Well done”...

Can Have All
Have no choice
Can Have None
Any no chance

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#Ego - brain’s anti-svicide citcuit; stubbornness, anger…

#How many ppl will waste their lives and *advance* (in) nothing?

I — (F-T, F-T) E

P

— (N-S, N-S)

J (<€>, ^ soc V) | kom - lib - kap |

INFP, INTJ, ENFJ, ENTP INFP, ISFP, ENFP, ESFP E/STJ, ESFP - ENFJ, ENFP
ISFP, ISTP, ESFP, ESTP INFJ, ISFJ, ENFJ, ESFJ ESFJ, ESTP - ENTJ, ENTP
INFJ, INTJ, ENFJ, ENTJ INTP, ISTP, ENTP, ESTP INFP, INTJ - ISTP, ISFJ
ISFJ, ISTJ, ESFJ, ESTJ INTJ, ISTJ, ENTJ, ESTJ INTP, UNFJ - ISFP, ISTJ

21st C. breakdown x East Northumberland
Duck Sauce, Barb. Streiss. x Brimful of Asha
Moonlight shadow x Died in your Arms
Piant it black x Welcome to the Black Parade
Pocta Maajakovskemu x Noch(?) Gubin
Pillow Talk x Its your move
-..- x Plastic love

#

Digitech circlejerk - No XP for job, no job for XP - Chicken soup · bullshit - Being good AND successful - Pain of knowledge - Why didnt everybody already attempted a svicide? === Ancient philosopher (Plato? Socrates?) who asked “dumb” questions to question reality?===

Toxic sense of “usefullness” - I fear that when i got better, it will be even worse for me? - Is there more to life than we see? - I pay no attention to myself === Circle of Cap/Com.? - What parents of current, next and prev. gen. should know/learn? - Disolving/disowning(?) of the soc.?

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Fear of becoming my (like) own parents - Life w/o core values? (chaning opinions all the time)

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(1?)

Nie je nic horise, ako ostat nepochopeny. Viem, ze si tu, no neviem, co chces, neviem co si mam mysliet; nerozumiem ti.
Nie je to nic osobne, ale si proste ten typ osoby, ktorej rozumiem najmenej; niekto, kto sa mi straca pred ocami (ja, otec?).
Mozes mat rad bez toho, aby si poznal? Bez toho, aby si chapal? Hovorim slova, no dohromady nc nepoviem,
Viem len, ze si drzim odstup, lebo sa bojim, ze ked spoznam, stratim.
Nie je to nenavist, je to len vyhybanie sa, pre moznost ublizit si.
Je to respekt, alebo predzvest jadrovej vojny…?

#

Childhood blocks? - How to stop hating myself? - Why to do anything when (if) world is in ruins - How to start doing anything - How (C(?)) exist -and- dont exist at the same time (paralel evol.) - Is heritage money evil?/Class dimin. /- but art is why we are living for-/ /free OL group games (strict anti-games parents)/ - ???How to change to someone - **I am sad when others are praising me!?** - What we will do if we dont have to do anything for work? - ///if we are constantly changing, who we are?/// - How to get rid of self-criticism and -sabotage? -
!!!Is free will the curse? - How to stop care about others***/things we cant change? - /WHY i studied art/what does everybody else(?)/ - !!!Are there really ppl w/o chance to change/improve? (sick brain/stubborness) - !!!I run away when somebody start to love me ~ Invasive G/FB/socmed? - Is no-plan better than being ruined by situation (if there were)? — Depression-laugh

#2

Generation w/o values - If everybody is designer/photographer, then nobody really is (what are they then, if there is nothing else?) - If we change all the time, then there is no “me” - You wont save someone who wont to be saved

SOCIALMEDIA
ALMEDIASOCI
EDIASOCIALM

Love-hate myself - Disability
Global crisis & Doomers - Just wanna lie down and die - why arent things on web (services! free when we pay for web (ISPs)? - Why are games so expensive and “un-finished”? - If it *is* on web, then it belong to everybody/nobody - Gen Z, indigo kids & end of market as we know it/end of ownership? - Money from free services ~ if “we are products”, who is buyer? — Myth of free edu. ~- Nothing is free

1+phi^2 - pi = …
pi = 4 - …
pi = 3 + 1 - 1/7 + 1/112 …
sqrt(2) = 1+x3,5,5,10,20,9,9,3,3,3,9,3,9,2,3,9,13,90,2,3,5,5,9,2,2,30, phi, 20,2,200,2,5…
pi^2 = 10 - x | 256sqrt128=1,019 | 97sqrt2= 1,007 = 1/139 + (gama?) | 800sqrt = 1 +...

#

(Crony) post-cap - (Netflix)-So good it is actually evil (time waste) - bad things happen when good/nice ppl find out how much good/nice they are - how cash and expensive clothes dont matter in the end - race for thing, death, happiness — raising narcists/snowflakes - how good things are actually bad (Kvety zla?) - Am i bad person? - subversion of the values over decades - Fear of lost jobs&else (AI) - TrUtH about Covid19 

• /sortmusic.com/

300–118 / 118 == 1,5424  | 300/118= 2, 5424 | N-P /P = b -a/ a = phi ||| n^x -x | 1k, 10k - 9 = P
e/o: 2+++x4+++ +/-1 = 9 /n^2/; 7… — e(n)x(n+2)+/-1 |  2^n - 1, 3^n + 2 , +/-... 9^n + 8, 10^n-9
n(n-1) +(n+2): 1x2+3=5, … 10x11+12=122 (P/nP)

#

How depict. of Mean World can be very profitable - MS Office build-in “bussiness” - Infinite profit and dev. fallacy - What is “curbing” the dev. of modular and long-lasting el. devices, in yet-to-be(come) post-scarcity age?

pic (#a)

ESTJ komkom	kom???	???kom	ENFP ??? ???
komlib	komkap	???lib	???kap
libkom	lib???	kapkom	kap???
INTP liblib	libkap	kaplib	ISTJ kapkap

#

Is our mind “ordered chaos”? - !How to stop overthinking? - Belief, christianity, ego & selfish(ness)? - Nature and selfish(ness) - !Are we (not) islands each of our(-)selves?! - What is challenging/slowing down the progress? - Are animals better at some (soc.) point than we are?! - !Ostrakism, creeping normalcy and values shift?(!)

What caused prevailed egoism in 21st century? - Where was Marx wrong? - Forced liberalism and its impact on world - Unsustainability of capitalism - Everything must be questioned - Can we “mine out” whole Earth? - Why we all create things? - Wasnt already all tried and done? - Is up there something above world nations, and NATO; some Upper Echelon? 

Are there some impros. we cant use coz of status quo; that are hidden? - !How big must be the membercount  of conspir. that can be hidden - for decades, maybe even centuries? - Truth *that is* worse than lies; (abt world hierarchy?) ~ Truth that sounds stupid, but works? - Why we dont use universal *sounds* (tones), but letters? - Are we prisoners of soc. we build for ourselves, to be ama/uzed to death?

I watched TV and thought: i could write something /the same thing! How could you get paid for such a simple plot? -Plato could cry for/from that simple, go-^(swirl?)-ful, pointless and predictable sh*t!

##

Need of belonging? - Is individualism to harm/blame? - “I push everybody away - as cat” - No responsibility = no life; XP; lost - Jante, China, etc. (Japan) - You have all > you have irl nothing (to fight for) - No fail > no plan… ~ Fake happiness 

How the fact you get what you wanted, is in the fact the worst thing that could happen to you? (exploitation, praise, -Not?) - How real culture (manners, means) get lost from (soc.) media culture (? attention whore) - ??? 2020s ppl are consumerist attention zombie w00res??? - cult. of non-struct. cult. - “Cuture” over-prod., /over-satur. - How success make you suck as the person in reality - How we dont know what we want and what we need - End of structure and complexness  (simple stories)

Li(f)e of corp. brands (prices) - Who killed internet, it isnt fun anymore - Pay for abs. everything, pay for whole life / pay for essentials - No work > no school > no work etc. >>> Nothing is free?! - Mutual abuse of hi. and lo. class

Copyright/Knowledge/Culture > overpriced works (books, AVs) - End of net (VPN, TOR) and TV (Netflix) service providers? - Where we shall be as civ. if “it” not be for patents and copyrights? - Why EU makes its nations feel like w00res? (poor riches)

Does ppl (humans) fuck-up most of the things and concepts they “touch” (that worked pretty much and simple for centuries)? - Why trends? sucks - Dream of infinite progress -and “deplenition” - 2020s psi-powers media (AV) Hype

Are we at the peak of devpt? - Live in “10ys past” bubble is fine - “Must-have-everything-i-see” trend

When you serve everything immediately, and on the silver plate, Culture dies - Why series nowadays are about (the) same bs (violence, supernat.,...), namely Netflix OCs? - Dehumanization -human as product, service of consume soc. - Media church- expunge

Human exploi. from/of “must-(must) have” products, , h. as milking-cow on money - How trends ends - Evil pop- culture, mass-favor enslavement? - Had we reached the end? - Peak of Eu. state/cap. - Netflix -people are gore-loving, romance, super/*crappy* lives(?)

Make big co/rps. cry - How to profit/benefit from bad portrai(a)l - Why and what causes EU byro. and “nazi-glob” (NWO) portrayal? - Is globalism good, or is it bad for sovereign.?

*Disablity to learn on my own?

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7NA X Revolution radio
My fav. game X Running in the 90s
Running in the 90s x Banana splits
big yellow taxi x where is the love x just died in your arms
enigma-sadness x BYT/Gaudeamus igitur
BYT X Fast car
Laisse tomber les filles x Angel w the shotgun
AWTSG X Behind blue eyes
Jojo theme x Dame dane
Sade x gerschwin/Jesus of suburbia/Damaged coda
JoSU X Gerschwin/Damaged coda + Hello darkness
Duck sauce-barb.straiss. x HD
Mahna mahna (swed. heaven and hell) x Chick habit
Claire de lune x Orinoko flow/Nocturne
MGMT Kids/Angel w. the shotgun x Pumped up kicks/Ill fly with you
take my breath away x i would do anything for love (? heat of the moment)
where is my mind x wheres your head at, take my breath away x kokomo/every breath you take, teardrop (mh-a) x the who-behind blue eyes, frontier psych. x psyche rock, when i come around/black parade x 7n.a./when i need you, wear your love like heaven x call up alice, kokomo x gd-holiday, seasons dont fear the reaper x paranoid androidd/somebody to love (jeff.), brand new day x 30c century man, in the y 2525 x when i come around?/30c man, tide is high x paranoid android
psyche rock x comn ppl now/eve of destruction/one tin soldier, my sharona x ca plan pour moi, no milk today x comn ppl now, secret love x when i need you, ca plan p moi x laisse tomber l filles,
shape of my heart x ever fallen in love, bend it x laugh at me, baby love child x psyche rock, when i come around x hello dolly, can can x psyche rock/toreador (carmen), bohemian rhapsody x flight of valkyres, vangelis (conq. of paradise) x /alfa, ifought the law x when i come around

Život medzi STRACHOM, HNEVOM a SMÚTKOM, neschopný vyjadriť svoje intenzívne PREŽÍVANIE

prečo mám predsudky voči sebe samému?
ľudia budú hovoriť vždy to najhoršie, musíš
im to aj potvrdzovať?
si ten kto si, takže si môžeš *dovoliť*chyby,
nie si špec. agent! XD
aj dobré veci sú pre niekoho zlé;
si len prijímač, farby si už nastavuješ sám
- aj keď v okolí je rušenie :D!

Big kids fighting each other over people’s fav.

Love is all we need;
But we lost everything for fights in her name;
We call them WARS and all interests are bc. of love.
Too much or too little of it...
And for unimportant, evil or stupid (selfish) reasons;
Bc. those in love dont think...

IDK what i want; perpetual happiness does not exist; why we do what we do; too old to advance; why are we stubborn when it is bad; is there right amount of selfeshness?; do we need force-ed learning? how much ego?

I cant think of nohing but things i dont know, willingly or unwillingly, like „how do i know that idk„ , unless it comes to me, like bolt from the clear sky, when i w/could need it; but i would be incapacitated?“...
I fear that i will hurt someone somewhat, bc. i will be tell/told to, bc. someone will threat my values, bc. i will be biased, bc. i want to survive, be safe, be „self“, independent, bc. more i care, i *hnot* myself by things i cant change; and those i can change, those i ignore,
bc. i fear of loss of myself - do i dont recognize myself around those perfect ppl, but they lie and i have to survive, thus to hurt ms and others by pic. of me(,) that is fake, as only way to do things; and those things i now consist of, being dependant, thou dependancy to relationship, other spheres of bonds, connected to emotions, to loath and self-hatred, - corre values - biases ~ thus closing the full, whole circle...
I fear to do anything, bc. after the destruction of my fears and self-doubt in „fail > way + success“, i will become egoistic monster that will hurt and manipulate ppl in way , to reach goal, unless IDK...

#

when you have everything, you have nothing left to live/fight for - how having everything you ever wanted makes you worse vs. of youself - will subscr. mode be „captured“ by ads-mode? (why will subsc. fall) - i hate you bc. you are same (as me) - dependancy bussiness - auto-monopolization - internet is commie dream - no paywalls/post-truth soc. no globalization, but decentralization - why we are unable to learn from past - /I am both Asuka + Shinji (psycho)/nothing makes me happy/my parents are anti-gaming, is there something other to do? *Photogr.???*/ - Evrybody is graphic/INFP/Musician - can you make good art/photo w/o copying? - how to make $ from copyright (bootleg) - how we were used to MS and now it ruins our lives (MS Win07 (© practices, DOS) - how we raised unemployable (selfish, dependant) gen.

is there more PTSDs and ADHDs/better diagnosis/, or is it just nowadays hype? - how t overcome being INFP; „Curse of INFP“; inability (alyximetia?) to speak out thoughts; INFP struggle - can spoiling in childhood make you more /or less?/ successful in life (self-esteem)? - did ppl in past lied as much as we do now? is soc-dem bad? - (indigo) children = forer effect? - happiness out of nowhere? - can someone shut off the net if they cut underwater cables? - ppl goes nuts from net - how world oversimplification can bring doom - i cant end anything i start - comformity kiled artists - you cant blame common ppl for glob. warming, but big corps. - why there are ads when no one clicks them nowadays - depressed for being happy - ca(t) we (write) abt something new? - is success(?) sustainable thing?

„mario kart“ - mint jams/kumis fireplace

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Fictional surveil. - Alexa is spy and „thief“ in at the home - people/crime finds its way,surveil. is worthless - boomers are critical about the future, they hate their grandchilden(?) - pissing ourselves into mouth - make *robots* out of ppl - no choice in thinking - net is now what it sweared never to be - how safe are streaming services‘ accounts - are we all sleeping agents? - (all nation in army?) - antitrust on monopolies - is security really worth privacy? - #idiots‘ lantern - how emot. triggers can make you do everything - /google never found exactly what i am searching for/ - believable myths - -you arent that interesting - bad things that are actually good - there is nothing like originality - problems with A13(?) - (#0369cf) - why we became what we swore never to become? -

EU vs. sovereignity - watched by the credit card - how to reduce use of money and make fortune for spying on ppl - enemies to ourselves (humankind and earth), - no-seeing further our own noses - how to use similarity to make zombies out of ppl, - cringe correctness - we are fine until we start stabbingeach other into back - keep legacy of net (89 - 2008) legit - copy is new art - ppl love to be manipulated , ruled and controlled - what if anarchy is better than democracy, but no one ever tried itM - cost vs. value - mistakes in understanding - unfullfillment in ife - save humanity from itself - /japan?/ - /how West penetrated, corrupted Slovakia?/ - is our trying wohless? - #hot water agents - #democracy of higher bidder -dumb laws that makes money - inner instability of democracy - where does state money come from... fraud? (too many of it for from ppl)

How powerful ones can do anything - #self-sabotage - make everybody same by thoughts - where does thoughts come from? - what if SVK is only test target by EU - fear for humanity - #if we are not pushed into something, we make ourselves thinking into it - humanity in cycle of pain - only this type of democracy left - media lies, liars - dumber by year - threads we didnt listen to in past - there is nothing like secret manip.of people - #unified under common enemy - media of terror - war over thoughts - #poor riches - dictatorship under name of democracy(?) - #how-to-basic - #free books - GENOCIDE of normalcy - JUST be kind, that is all - we dont need politics/wars - war over/for peace - cringe we live upon - how to make ppl w/o personality - secret protocols - IRS and rent databases on everybody - #vigilantes

threat eqilibrity upon west-east (a-bombs) axis - weird world pacts - democracy paradoxes - fight your fights - world in „gloves“ isnt real - CO2 vs African children mining minerals - both sides of the coin-world - #planned obsolence- „kazítka“ - why are books so expensive - crimes for good purposes - end (death) of good manners -i wont bring children into this manner-less world - thoughts-smog(?) - #dont think of blue elephant - soul-breaking - why i need tpo write my thoghts on paper afer midnight(?) - ~~recomm. algorhytms, - why we foght over even wrong/bad things/s. - ~~how to stop thinking (depression) -~~lies on lies - how starting the same doesnt end the same - lobbying from everything (conspir.)

#Being smart is ones demise - strar-trek communism - where china is right despite the fact of world dominancy wants, / too much deomcracy is wrong too -- need to please everyone (tv progr.) ; - greed; jealoussness, gluttony, anger... - problem w. free edu./patents? - how many ppl worldwide come to same ppoint? - how knowing rigging make you rigged/change by viewing/knowledge of viewing (#greed ruined comm.) - brain laziness - (#normies worse than ever! - overuse + guilty pleasures (?) - ? what if all „witches“ met in same Universe? (hartry, sabrina, ...) - how outsiders became popular/own minority (introverts)

(mixes)

teenagers + in the deep, -net as we knew it is dead; old anarchy(?) was better than this sterile „rules“, (against human behav.) - -by what means viruses harm cells (agents) -internet >>> control freak? - snowden was brainwashed and he is freaking out; you arent so important; -life= 1 bil. heartbeats? - !-cant get off my typical style and start something new (graphic design) - why we had! to know cookies when it is no use if you want to use services(?) ~ meaningless consent - why we use all accords? and graphic styles(?) > is there infinite loop of stereotypes (tropes)? - how many GB brain is capable to store? (per day)?

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STUPID:

- NEOLIB. SOC. -VS- „ANCIENT“ SCHOOL SYS.
- BRUTE MEMO. -VS- FIND OUT
- (DO) OBEY -VS- F.O., THINK FOR YS
- NO VALUE(?) -VS- NO JOBS
- LEAVE ME ALONE -VS- NOTICE ME

(hehe)

#čipovanie a kategorizacia (ISIC, OP,...)

(20?) supression of free thoughts

one-thought-WB-Party...

(Mephisto Waltz)

#make people so insane, insecure and so depepndend, that they will live for the only things that they cant get (drugs?)...

dreams of money that cause pain from their importancy and value
vs.
their cost are dreams of Madman who kills for papers of trees he is thanking his air for...

(huh?)

- I seen successful man and thought of my happiness not to have his problems....

[Hipsters] - couple of people who wanted to think different(ly) and, by that, failed misserably...
- As Everyone’s thought was (were): what if I wanted to look [differently]...

(hehe)(t-9)

makes it for turning around turning my dog out near the worlds

#mario kart comment @ mint jams (kumis fireplace)

#kniha: kódex x (stroj času)?

internet clans (clowns) - L&R-wing war/edgelords; (war is racket) for those who bets and pays on both sides

pi^(pi^pi^pi)^(+...*) > pi^^pi (*3+...=pi)

(???)

· w/o money you will know nothing

· common sense & un©-able tips

· learn for free

· nothnigs free

· facebook alts?

· why demonic people live long (huh)

· how to make money w/o hurting someone

· are we less than slaves (to habit - ~world we built atround ourselves~)?*

· ways to make money

· we are racistic over non-democr. (Rep.) [bigots, euro-centric]

· learning „inusefull“ useless crap (they want us weak)

· conflictless, „pillow“ society isnt the answer*

· why history repeats

· we must save us/ourselves from ourselves

· erase mistakes and start same ones!

· who will control those in control (lower class?)

· when ppl couldnt think for themselves

· how good things can go wrong (be evil)

· there is no such thing as wise slave

· *slaves of comfort

· planes vs megacorps (hehe-ooof)

· plato on democracy(?)

· (cringeworthy; zem&vek??? (co sa stalo, kde sa prepadlo))

· dirty electricity and battery industry - e-cars are „dirtier“ than fuel (gas)(?) (what is wrong w/ rulers and emperors)

· banning hate speech is...?

· how could we szrvive after-EMP in e-age?

· is constitution or declaration up to date w/ modern world?

· (anti-monopoly of G, YT, FB, MSO...)?

· attackers vs web communication (ooops)

· is our soc. like house of cards?

· internet became what it swore to never (to) be(come) - part of reality(?)

· how we poop into our own mouth, one to one, together, inbetween (wtf)(?)

· power makes you dumber ~ we dont have to think anymore -- if we have to ban all things that piss off people, there will be nothing good, nor bad, left --- where does objectivity go? - absolute control of mind means abs. ctrl. of (our) lives... > thoughts implanting

· can we handle truth now (yet)?

· why we vote assholes? - are we sheep, or puppets? > populism & common denom. - is behaviour aganst us?

· buy (own) /whole/ web content?

· sometimes that you dont get what you want is the greatest gift

· make life the most unbearable possible and yell - you aint see nothing yet (??)

· emotions hack, attack and triggers

1. you own nothing ~ $ from everything

2. if its free, you are the product

3. EU was a mistake... - lies, sold privacy - ctrl leads to anarchy (globalization oposises understanding „europization“)***

4. stop China expansion

5. who govern govs?***

6. trust nothing and nobody (?)

7. secret post-cold war(?) (uvb-76)***

8. lib. communism („pink/orange *fashism*) >> fa(i)ll of common sense?*

9. world, built on lies

10. power makes us idiots(?)**

11. ()how mass can be wrong

12. bad things that makes world better / good things that are bad, in the end

13. subverted lib. / dem. values*

14. private vs. public (property)

15. bad ppl in our lives are our mirrors (huh)

16. how ppl hurt themselves and others unintent.

17. ()how bad can ppl be(?)

18. how unctrl. capitalism leads/tends to soc/comm./fasc.*/**

19. ?realms of reality?

20. can war resolve our unthankfulness? ~ love for fight ~ ***sell me freeedom and more of it, by *their* wars

21. why we (it) evolved *like this* (today)?

22. how things tend to happen in opposite meaning (huh)***/**/*

23. how we ctrl everything and killed what we are in (by) this way (huh)

24. erasure of (common sense) mind, how we have to not think for ourselves (edgy)* >> how we are ctrl’d and conditioned (you cant do anything)**

25. - ban every opinion but/save mine - snowflake gen.**/*

26. ? kill our own ppl and put it on „China“ [pick x] ... k. your own nation for mistakes you ddi - no memory?? --- false flag wars, puppets

27. pay for [air] really everything

28. allow everything*** - weapon of choice (pretense for...)

29. ?? - if communism is so bad, then why we had to fight over our citizens in 50s-90s to ruin it? (bs)

30. sugar and whip, trad. conditioning (in US)

31. why demo. attempts to fail?*

32. reverse psych. in the US

33. we dont know what we want, but we know what we dont want

34. ? - when you dont tell, but think about this, all the time?/**?

35. kill ourselves over/in the best regards of luxus, land and expansion, for the minute of happiness in my miserable, full--of-work life**/*/***

36. give me $ for my sweat (sweet), blood and drugs, so you can do everything you want(ed) to do to me...**/***/*

37. //try counting money naked underwater(?) , this is there we are going (???)

38. what we can do to ourselves if we dont see further than our noses and dont learn from (our) history... ~ trap***/** we built around ourselves...

39. IoT is like keyring - ...

40. value of (for?) life, money... (??)

/(?)

tí, ktorých to trápi, zamestnajú nápady.
tým, čo je to ukradnuté, to príde ako strata času; podľa známeho príslovia, - potom máme toľko peňazí, že ich realizácia bude len fin. stratou

ak naozaj na ničom nezáleží, potom na akú riť je mi táto info (XP) - ak by mi teda (ne)záležalo na 1. mieste - nehovoriac o (ne)záujme ťa vôbec počúvať?! (/paradox)

- ak je to jedno, ja to(to) už robím, a ty urob to isté; akože (ma to zaujíma) nemám /s slúchadlá...

- ak nemám nič očakávať, urob (pre mňa, - ku mne) to isté

-- hovoríš, že sa to nedá zmeniť, zvrátiť - na(/)čo mi to teda hovoríš?!

-- ešte raz o mne pochybuj a (uč sa) uvidíš, ako to dokážem pokaziť - aj bez rečí - a s radosťou!

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??/??/????, ??/?? [SCHIZO???]

Why are you running away? Are you scared of yourself?

That you may snap? That one day, all the void you hide and supress, will finally see the light of (the) day and go on walk, parade?

Or is this even „more“ sinister? Just imagine:

You are so desperate that you just gave up upon yourself, on part of you that „is“ „you“, just to meet the ends, „privilege“ to be still alive.

You didnt had ideas for eons now, but only at this moment, you just start(s) to ask, if they; you; were real, from the very beginning...

You want revenge, but now, you just hope, that at the very end, everyone will be just here, where you are now - looking at how pathetic( : )

This all shitshow really is - all the scharade for us, to hate; when we, aswell, can watch, how we turn our back from those, who are the real source, apple of discord...

Nothing, just painful laughter of hopelessness...

But others are so busy and desperate to see what they are parts of - only time for them to leave... [?huh]

-

What will happen if i’ll fail?

Nothing. If it’s not Chernobyl, you can always somehow correct things (start) again.

You are more scared of tiresome repeating yourself to others, „why“s.

Of explaining, when they probably already know („read“ you). - Would you rather be who they want(s) you to be? (LIES)

Would you always feel sorry for not meeting their expectations?

Are there any, anyways?

Or you just hear just yourself?

Maybe they really said those things, but you know what? They feel the same - we all do - they [Demons? „Rulers“?] just repeat what they hear/d - what they think others think of them?

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PROBLÉMY:

· uz pred 50+ rokmi sa (60s?) vedelo o skodlivosti fajcenia a o glob. otepl.

· ludska kratkozrakost

· co milujeme a mame, nas zvazuje

· ? nedokazeme rozlisit klamstvo od pravdy, vtip od skut.

· zijeme pre uspokojenie, ale neuspok. sa so zivotom samym

· ? vyroba e-aut spalovanim fosil. paliv

· # no free edu - (they gonna clean up your looks... ♫)

· ? eko-fasizmus...

· #(anti) -soc. media

crippling fear; fear (anger)* myself
people in boxes; generalizations
*hate phonies, (/) society /+flaws(?)*
*question thing & authority - ctrl ys and fear
/dont know who i am & what i want
~ i want love writing(S) and arguments (?)
opinions we dont believe
peace & silence
ignoring visible fears (/) fantasies
too good to be true; weird; sus. atmosphere = silence before storm
booksmart, useful idiot
school & propaganda
divide and conqueer; soc. as weapon
sadness; too much to know
? sleeping agent

/

INTP - ESFJ ... ESFJ - INTP (IN(IS), ES(EN))(TP(TJ), FJ(FP))
I..P | E..P, I..J | E..J; .N.T | .S.T, .NF. | .SF. ;; IS.. - IN.. - ES.. - IS..; .N.J - .N.P - .S.P - .S.J

???/

physics of photosynthesis how un-eco is el. production /+ battery prod.
how safe is [SVK] and why tourists arent so common here (+ Erasmus) [?]
how gov. *makes* people bad, by opession of common sense opinion, to catch them into *prison* (or elsewhere/state of mind) ~ what they want of it??
deaith of the opinion/reason (self-destr. of UK/US?), who controls controllers, *too late for capitalism in global crisis [?]

#how cringe, weird became norm;
when it ca(o)me to human thoughts, there is no such thing as a utterly new idea, that stands alone;
it means that many people can get them too ~ Akhasha...

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JE ZBYTOČNÉ HNAŤ SA ZA MAJETKOM:

- farmári, bez kt. by sme (zatiaľ) nedokázali prežiť, nemajú takú plácu, akú by si mali zaslúžiť - mali by byť miliardári

- nič neujde predsudkom ani skresleniam

- všetko je kópia a/lebo napodobnenina niečoho ďalšieho, alebo vylepšenie

- problém demokr. je v tom, že sa snaží presadiť všade rovnaké podmienky, bez ohľadu na diverzitu(*)

- nemôžeme vedieť, či modernizácia nás neurobí ešte nešťastejšími a duchaprázdnejšími

- stávame sa tým, čomu opovrhujeme - strojmi bez nápadu ~ robotizácia, homogenizácia ľudstva

- umelo budujeme pocit nedostatku (psych., fyz.) [mobily...] a prebytku [seriály], pretože sú to *drogy* [sex predáva]

- neoplatí sa kupovať drahú techniku, pretože za 2-5 roky bude nový SW, HW, tech. (G5...) a vonkoncom [„nikdy *to* nekončí“], šťastie je vždy iba dočasné [rat-race...]

- keby kniha ponúkala „odpovede“, za ako rýchlo by museli prijsť „šedí“, aby toto skut. tajomstvo (ne)bolo zadarmo? [huh]

- politika je umenie ojeba(va)ť tak, ... (dobre(?) aby vám za to ešte aj platili)

- nevieme „ako“, lebo nevieme „prečo“ (svet)

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23/08/19 [SCHIZO???]

LOOSING MY FAITH IN HUMANITY

Loosing my faith in humanity.

Even cats, *desu* or new gadgets can(t) stop me from haunting(s) in my dreams.

„1984“ in 2019. Remember how Apple had their „1984“-themed commercial?

How many people would it take to ruin principle of „that-called (INO)“ gov? To tell truth?!

If Russians or USA with their KGB or FBI, CIA or MKUltra could ruin milions of lives and our privacy* (which we unintent.-y sold for „friends and Am. dream of ~free and fast~ communication“ (about shit mainly, ofc.; why dont we apply from that and „serve them their own med?“))

Are we that comfy and lazy to stop it from plunder what/that is man human right - to live freely?

Must we live in dictature (S. Korea dont mind ofc.! of „all-see(r)ing eye“? Because we cant control ourselves, and we must be manipulated, thou „we dont know what is good,“ „how to behave“ or „we cant handle „the Truth™“!“

!I say that !Rebelion is bc of *that*! Thats it! You cant imagine how many people is (are) in their dreams, killing Kim, Trump or whoever they (hopefuly still mentally healthy) brains‘ want to.

- There will be truth as we gone from this all thru. (??)

(*) Locations and fav. „pleasures“ (and in future everything) for ads (?) „We dont fear monsters, but people who became what we hate about ourselves.“ [huh]

(**) I would rather live life where we dont know about cookies...

Dont under-estimate fear, it can kill somebody else near selftrusty, selfhatred, selfharmed [?]

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; 3(1: (5/sqrt(10))^2)=3:7

#Cultural mistakes, Mistakes ad sociaistas

(???)

Z mesta sa vytratila Duša, akonáhle z neho odstránili posledné pozostatky minulých dôb v podobe dávnovekých stavieb... Tak umrelo mesto a ostali len obydl(i)a - Králikárne...

Žiť pre tých, čo budú žiť rovnako, nie je žiadna pocta...

#I cant help myself, but i worry about bad/wrong things in the World that i cant change & maybe no one could ever do that... (worry, world?)

#Truth? You cant handle The Truth!

(2), ?)

Bez ohľadu na to, odkiaľ čerpáte informácie, je nemožné, aby ste mali vlastný názor. Je to tým, že názory sú len odrazom ľudského poznania, zozbieraného od raných vekov.

Problém nie je v tom, že sme liberáli alebo konzervatívci, pravičiari či ľavičiari, ale v tom, že už ani neveríme, čoho sme schopní (sebe), že si neveríme navzájom(,) a dôveru a odovzdanosť sme vložili len do reklamy.

Používame frázu „ako zviera“, no koľkokrát nám zvieratá pomáhajú, a koľkokrát ste (ne)videli správať sa zvieratá tak, ako [sa (alebo aj nie) spr.] ľudia.

Čo milujeme, (to) nás nakoniec v sebe uväzní. Čo nenávidíme, sa k nám vracia v najrôznekších podobách (nevieme to nechať ísť...).

To, čoho sa bojíme, ťaháme za sebou ako guľu na nohe.

Čo vedome ignorujeme, to nás rozčuluje, pretože nás rozptyluje fakt, a to ten, že práve myšlienka, na čo nemáme (nechceme) myslieť, je silnejšia a hlasnejšia ako ticho a chlad, čo sa skrýva v hneve...(?)

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#if am. or ru. or cn. will become one-global nation, they will miss war (conflict) - ?
#why the NATO in Serbia?
#threats (anxiety) over „too good“ things - ?
#money for everythng (XaaS) - !
#subverted lib. values (stolen, captured) - ?
#why we dont feel ourselves at c. 37C, against 37C outside - ?
#? loneliness, (relat.??) vs. independence - ?
#cant tell truth from lies, good from bad - hm
# © vs „no original thing“ - hm
# (where salt comes from..)
#if we dont give chance to the young ones, then who will... (those overused themes XD) - ? (no one left to *solve* crap)

Sledujeme ludi (+soc.media) ale nie peniaze
/hudba hraj ~ hodnota penazi vs. klesajuca moralka...

*When America went bad - ? ~ how „snowflakes“ came to be - ?
*only we can be blamed for *this* (no system can be ruined/build in the same way you are against) ~ did China did *this* to itself?
#is netflix too good to be true? / secret knowledge about world...

*ppl will control themselves on mistakes

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##/##/#### ???

Mozem sa tvarit, ako je vsetko v poriadku a v noci stonat pod perinou nad lacnou dystopiou trendov a sexom s nepriatelom - vsetko to budem ja, moj vytvor.

Mozno nic nie je skutocne - a pocity su najvernejsie tiene cohosi, co je skryte pred *ocami* zrakom.

Akoby v oslepujucom lesku materianeho pozlatka, co volame majetok.

Obklopim sa najnovsimi vecami a o tri sekundy, len otocenim (hlavy) ci sklopenim zraku, ich zmenim na bezcennejsie nez prach.

Neviem ti povedat, ci to bolo/bude rychlostou dnesnej doby, ci uvedomenim si mojej povrchnosti; no na mojej tvari ostal zablesk, sarm ci sibalstvo v kutiku ust a aoka, ako dokaz, ze nech si myslim cokolvek; nie si toho sucastou. Nie si tu.

Je tu len mozog - elektrony a sanca...

Ako atomy Boha, tak isto sa snazime pochopit to, ako vidiet nestranne tymito svojimi ocami (prostriedkami?)...

Cim by sme boli bez vychovy? Bez toho, co nas odlisuje od myslienky, citu, svetla? (?) Boli by sme horsi ako zvierata?

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#mean-world syndrome - ? ~ *keep each other safe!; biased over bases (+opinions)
*creativity, when everything was done before once? - ?
* is net more dangerous than „arabic market“? (~for, at sale~)

/huh/

# ? why isnt SVK the best country to live in, what are the problems; cringe-worthyness?

# /© isnt real if you never own anything in your life (music, life, concepts...) [+Xaas]

# /how to make zombie out of people; hypes and musts arent real if you are not able to be manipulated; tragedy of commons

# erosion of mind/soul(*)

# how prosperity makes us bad and poor from inside our souls

# love that hurts

# /you cant handle the truth? (hidden?)

# /? trope of unethical human experiments

# i think (about) what others are thinking and thus cant think of anything else and do nothing properly

# contingency; abuse of power from both sides (both bought?) (strong & weak) - ?

# thinking of prev. (mistakes in) thoughts...

# (*) no common sense left; nearsightness of people; where is my personality and how to change my quirks

# I cant connect my thoughts (biased) properly - ?

# we are the only ones that can set us free

# (China) is doing this shit only to itself, harming itself

# paying for *spended* time on web by making tasks ??

# /money-printing - no sense (left) in t. world - lying to ourselves /-?

# „argument para communismo“ - ?

# ??? homestate-based economy

# shop’s bonus-points‘ scam /huh/

# world (evil) conglo*s. /haha/ mark of beast, slavery of mamon (one org, corp, food src,... - dependency)

# ^threats of e-cash only, loss of anonymity - demonic plan to de-anon.

# how what we are fighting against, destroys us in the end

# trigger (fear) nation, brainwashed(?) herd,

# good intentions that went wrong? / you dont need new X every 2 years!

# money slaves, false flags, bread and games /huh)

# comformity slaves, tech-human memory /?

# thin line between truth & lies, memory loss /...

# info&propaganda (brain-soup) - /conflicting ideas...

# reality worse than fiction...

― (SEARCH FOR)

― why cant every country be like Slovakia

― what is bad with Slovakia

― if Nothern states (Eu.) got the best edu., why they need enrolment /huh/

― is politics just another word for lying

― thin line (def.) between cringe and based /lol/

― how to expel thoughts on wars and famines /wtf/

― if Chinese ppl wouldnt know about democracy, they would be hurt&curious /?

― things worse than death?

― (contagious) binge article-reading

― how much can one mind stand

― in the middle of hate:
SJWs vs. China

― Fails over US and Eu.

― Media lies vs. reality
~ truth for every little individual

― things that became „their parodies“ (what they swore to never became) ~ Antifa (e.g.) worse than Fascists?

― Populism ; circle of non-action (#spiral of...) &depression; war for pax

― * dont think about blue elephant

― ~ Hating similar (thoughts, people); you became what you hate; hypocrisy on democracy; world „playing“ mind-games

― *type of secret... that could... destroy the world?

― problem of democr.; loss of sovereignity(?) under EU; China vs. LOS & west mindset

/?

― ?/ China w/o western influence could be kind of utopia, no dystopia

― social bases(?) in SVK&EU

― how to ascend over global problems; why to bother over s/t. that should be solved by big corps.!?

― #if we are all humans with same exact needs, why we are so (evolved) different?

― mass&media hysteria over global problems

― if you dont want data stolen, dont put them there /s, huhhippies were right then and we must be like crazy now /y&n -

― there is in reality no real concern about your data/? ; FBI spying on onspiracy - CIA&FBI as agents-provocs. - cow from bee; its about perspective & POV

― #boredom and ones‘ unmeaninglessness

― good intents. that go wrong + caused no-good; problem of „free“ will

― #feeling no/thing, emptyness

― #why is everything so expensive now (pre-III war*)

― if HWs (PCs) have to be sold only for +100-105% revenue , what will be *the* cost/?; info-value & net** - what we think net ‚d be like in 2010s, from 95s perspective?
- what makes people bad; reasons?

― is it media, or are we addicted to bad news?

― more freedom requires more responsibilities, thus, less freedom...

― postponed wishes /hm /hm

― more we know, less we care; common denom. (pol.)

― (**) info value of net; #net isles

― strict/secret/cruel alliances that keep world normal/?

― !no wars thx to „Pain-readmy™“; /???

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„ history is written by winners/liars; is full of lies

„ why evil and liar people have got the best life /?

„ security vs privacy /!

„ good things from bad thing/decisions - lies that in the end makes world better (peace)

„ how to know when to disobey

„ is life worth it?/if soc. is acting like robots, why arent we robots yet?

„ learning lies/most secretative people (t(pr)eachers) learn (teach?) about truth-seeking/when teachers only obey C(V)/supressing real (free), worthy edu

„ (anti)soc. media/evil...good intentations

„ antifa worse than fascism/“lib-fasc“/- rules against love/heart

„ high IQ-less empathy(?)

„ supression of truth/2500h bulb/water(synth)car...

„ how money kills value(s) of humanity; you cant understand bc. „they“ (?) dont want you to

.........................................................

Argument, proof of free willL?)

1. we are part of the universe, as all life on earth

2. we made it to this day

3. if we wouldnt haven FW, we should have been destroyed by the U. itself(?)
*) you can only think of determinism, bc. you havent got proof you cant think about it so - FW; elsewhere, there isnt other option, over this possibility
**) we are determined by thoughts, which changes every second, in the uncertainity of space;
you can be ruled by evil corps. - in this horrible, cold U., until time you realize;
that in your head, you are free, bc. uncertainity of chances are big enought to make your brain able to do it/this...

^ chances

time x chaos = everything!!!

[U-C, AU-K] - we dont know what else we d.k. , in amount

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lol

# neo-nazi / euroskept. ~ why EU portrait itself *like THAT* (subversion of primal values...) -?

# oversimplyfying is our demise

# is there secret to success, or is it just myth, and there are many ways, IRL? (every one work only once(?)) - ?

# is survei. real or is it just sugar and whip, bread and circuses - strategy and manip. -?

# evil charities (IYKYK), evil megacorps. (-||-), and their pracitses (*why bird in the cage sing (sic)?) ~ vendor lock-in, special(?) offers, lies...

# mean-world syndrome - ?

# ?how comm. was abuse of idea and how it couldnt work in world; full of greed? - ?

# what if *mad* people are right, and rest of the pop. (90%) is wrong, as of ideas adaptability? (?) [*nothing new of old ways-?]

# why parents want to be with kids, but them kids wants to be with age-peers (huh?)

# miss old, simplier days

# !why edu dont change during thru centuries that much?

# exploitation of pop cult., needs, goods, norms, edu, standards...

# friends hoarding, „buyers soc.“, use(ful)l(n)ess and depression (money vs. work (school) > praxis-school cycle

# J „last toilet“ theorem

# isnt (?) amount of money always the same?